update on the last few days

Having returned yesterday from a couple of days serving and being tormented by Miss Suzanna and Her friends, i sit here in recovery mode doing some admin and stuff...:/

So how was it...??? Well, the object was to film some material for Her stores....so you will need to wait till it comes out and buy the clips to see what filth She got up to......it will be worth it..:)

i learnt so much about myself, so much about Miss and so much about other people it was fascinating.

Aside from serving in clips, the three high points - amongst many - for me were:


1 - Being confirmed as collared, and presented with the valuable item on Friday 11th January.


2 - The total and unexpected honour, to be made to drink Her champagne, from a cup during the course of the day...on not one day, but two!

So, not made to do it in the intensity of a session, just expected to sip Her golden nectar, both in the warm and cold states and in full view of everyone else, until i had consumed it.....it was amazing how aroused it got me (well within my cage obviously)........it was magical and something i never thought would be achievable. Already a highlight of this year.

3 - Drugged. Miss drugs me so well it is itself becoming addictive. It takes me into another world, sub space like no other and one when i have no control at all...i am wholly Hers.

At one point She appeared over me, so close, staring deep in to my eyes ....i was unable to move, or do anything else but take in Her beauty. i was aware i was trembling uncontrollably and crying with ecstasy as Miss was whispering something to me.....in my forced drugged up state i am even more powerless, simply another magical moment.

So, memories to recall during worship this evening....thats if it works...it's had a torrid time this week....;) xxx

so proud......

......it gives me great pleasure and pride to announce that on Friday 11th January 2019 Miss Suzanna Maxwell confirmed i had earned my collar, to which She then duly presented it to me.

It means a lot, it means more than alot and i am glad to have served well enough to have earned it.

It has not been easy, or without sacrifice but i have clearly come through the tests and challenges that She has set me todate.

i very much look forward now to the next chapter of worshipping, serving and working for Her, as one of Her collared submissive's.

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year and welcome to 2019...:)

i had drafted a review of 2018, but decided against publishing it, as frankly its not relevant....and a look forward to this year is a little more appetising..:)

So what has little slave flash got to look forward to on the journey with Miss Suzanna Maxwell..??

Hopefully lots....a full 12 months of more of the same and more of different and more of more...! There is so much stuff i want to experience at Her hands if possible, that it is a case of what's first....;)

i always want to experience different things and i did exactly that in 2018 so hopefully we can keep it diverse in 2019 too.

But also, how about more of:

chastity - both physical and trust based, hopefully some key holding too - ruined orgasms, ball busting, nipple torture, forced intox, anally stretched wider and violated deeper and longer, maybe even some more forced bi..;) , trampling, facesitting and breath control, spitting, humiliation, watersports, worship, public humiliation, just being dominated and controlled whenever in Her presence, and maybe some more filming...the list is a fabulous one that i am eager to develop.

Also, more submission, more servitude towards Her and more support where She requires it to achieve Her goals and aims. More support of Miss's online presence Her store's and Only Fans.

Our last session in 2018 was epic, with me in a space where She had me willingly begging for Her cock......i will write a review soon for approval first of course.

Our first session in 2019 seems an age away at the moment, but im sure it will soon roll round enough.

be good,

sf
xx

Orgasm controlled

so as i sit here day 6 of chastity, my mind switches to my last session of 2018 with Miss next week and thoughts on what She has in store for me.

She has mentioned sub state, which She well and truly put me in last time and it was super awesome so ill be intrigued by that!

Also what are Her plans for my orgasm, if any....? Pretty much everyone one this year has been ruined by Miss. Either by forcing it, making me eat it, post orgasm torture including ball punches and forcing a second without a break, or by edging me a painful amount of times before removing Her hand at the point of no turning back. All either painful or humiliating, or both.

So my thoughts are what will it be next week....?

Btw she even controls them remotely from distance in the same manner. They are well and truly owned by Miss Suzanna.

December domestic filming

So earlier on this year i was honoured enough for Miss Maxwell to ask me to film as a sub for Her in some domestic setting clips. That filming day was yesterday.

In a fun day of filming. W/we shot 3 clips and i filmed Miss in action with another sub (black sheep) in another 4. In between filming Miss allows a fairly relaxed atmosphere, but leaves you in no doubt of Her dominance with occasional reprimands such as ball squeezes throughout the day. Of course She is attended to as She requires with refreshments and assistance with menial tasks also.

So, more than 24 hours later and my - or more relevant - Miss Suzanna's balls are still aching. In the very first clip, She dished out some very painful ball busting and all whilst i was chastised. i can say no more until She chooses to release the clip, but i was proud to suffer for Her and capture that suffering on film.

Filming as a sub is totally different from a session - and i love both. With filming, you dont get the intensity of session play, but you do get to learn a little about Miss in the breaks, and clearly the pain is dished out as you would expect..;) i know not of what i am going to be required to film, again this matters not to me as i totally trust my Mistress - She knows me so well now and She is an exceptional reader of people.......do not underestimate this point....!!;)

my next meeting with Miss is as accompaniment with Her to Bitches Unleashed...something i am honoured to have been invited to do. i have been allowed to accompany Her to BU once before, and thoroughly enjoyed it....this time however, will be in different circumstances.....

The main one being, W/we now know each other a lot more due to my total devotion and servitude to Her throughout this year.

Secondly She owns me, there is no doubt about that any longer from my point of view and She is vocal about it to. As such i need to continue my learning at the event, i dont want to let Her down and i dont want to cramp Her style...its tough this devotion deal...;)

Also i will know a lot of the Mistresses there - Ladies who i admire and respect. i hope to have conversations with them but obviously my heart and soul will be with my Mistress, at Her feet or at Her service, whichever She chooses.

Thank You Miss Suzanna.....and just 1 reason why She is awesome

Just a quick blog to both thank and praise the wonderful Miss i am devoted too.

Firstly, i appreciate the help She allows me to give in order to make Her life better and/or easier. i am honoured and privileged to be allowed to carry out these duties for Her.

Secondly, at the start of our devotion Miss set some rules, no contract just rules and expectations. i have tried very hard to follow these, and largely i feel i have succeeded. It was a very demanding start to the devotion, probably as Miss got a grip of me and tested me, maybe we have settled into a more serene phase of the devotion now. For how long is Her call....you know that..;)

Anyway i digress. For the first time in our journey i felt the need to ask for deviation from the expectations. i pondered this decision very carefully. i did not want to upset or confuse our connection. i did ask and received a favourable response, but more importantly than the answer yes was Her unequivocal compassion and concern for me. She need not have worried....but She absolutely did and that was Her biggest driver...Miss Suzanna You are wonderful...xx

i cannot see me asking for deviation again, as i truly, truly love being devoted to MSM....xxx

Finally for now, i may do a 'whats it like to be slave flash' soon....from a submissive, devoted males point of view....well, at least mine anyway..;) x

An ode to Miss Suzanna

A little ditty in honour of my Mistress.....:)

Here i write about my favourite person,
Who, if She left my life, it would worsen.
A cruel, sadistic, tornentative Miss,
Devotion to Her is truly bliss.

One brief meeting in Manchester one day
Was all that it took for me to think “OK”
slave flash you need to get this deal booked,
From that day forward, i am truly hooked.

A journey was planned to earn a collar,
The tapestry of my life She will encolour.
i’m now totally addicted to Miss Suzanna
A talented Domina who plays the piana😁

Latex, denim, leather or lace,
Miss always has style, elegance and grace,
A regal Domina with class to spare,
Drives my desire to worship and care.

Long blonde hair and blood red lips
Legs of perfection and real nice….boobs😊
With a body to die for and a brain to suit
Beautiful face which makes the boys toot.

With a sadistic nature and razor sharp tongue,
Any slave cockiness doesn’t last long,
Beauty and brain’s She uses all day
Submission and servitude the only way.

With a love of torment, denial and tease,
Effortlessly making me eager to please,
Distance control or with Her in person,
Her knowledge and imagination, a bottomless caisson.

When there in person, She is at Her peak
By contrast to Miss, my resistance is weak
All sessions with Her are a true delight
my desire to submit, i just cannot fight.

With the ability to be cruel, harsh and kind,
She effortlessly twists the meek male mind
Normally hard but sometimes mild,
The beating of males, drives Her wild.

The use of the cane, the whip, or crop
Keeps me in check & Miss Suzanna on top,
With beatings inevitable to keep Her happy,
i take it for Her, so She is not crappy.

Hits to the balls and hits to the bum
Hits to the cock for an early cum,
Strikes with the crop and blows with the cane
There is no-one better at inflicting some pain.

Torture of balls, nipples and cock,
Edged to frustration, no watching the clock
Using Her knees, heels or kicks
It’s a joy to crumple at Her feet in bits.

Slapping, spitting, pegging, using a needle
Chastity, control, made to feel feeble,
No choice in my torment, its totally Her call
i have no fears here, She excels at them all.

As much as i adore always thinking of You,
i'm sure You have something kinky to do,
With that note i too must dash
Warmest regards, from Your slave flash.