update on the last few days

Having returned yesterday from a couple of days serving and being tormented by Miss Suzanna and Her friends, i sit here in recovery mode doing some admin and stuff...:/

So how was it...??? Well, the object was to film some material for Her stores....so you will need to wait till it comes out and buy the clips to see what filth She got up to......it will be worth it..:)

i learnt so much about myself, so much about Miss and so much about other people it was fascinating.

Aside from serving in clips, the three high points - amongst many - for me were:


1 - Being confirmed as collared, and presented with the valuable item on Friday 11th January.


2 - The total and unexpected honour, to be made to drink Her champagne, from a cup during the course of the day...on not one day, but two!

So, not made to do it in the intensity of a session, just expected to sip Her golden nectar, both in the warm and cold states and in full view of everyone else, until i had consumed it.....it was amazing how aroused it got me (well within my cage obviously)........it was magical and something i never thought would be achievable. Already a highlight of this year.

3 - Drugged. Miss drugs me so well it is itself becoming addictive. It takes me into another world, sub space like no other and one when i have no control at all...i am wholly Hers.

At one point She appeared over me, so close, staring deep in to my eyes ....i was unable to move, or do anything else but take in Her beauty. i was aware i was trembling uncontrollably and crying with ecstasy as Miss was whispering something to me.....in my forced drugged up state i am even more powerless, simply another magical moment.

So, memories to recall during worship this evening....thats if it works...it's had a torrid time this week....;) xxx

so proud......

......it gives me great pleasure and pride to announce that on Friday 11th January 2019 Miss Suzanna Maxwell confirmed i had earned my collar, to which She then duly presented it to me.

It means a lot, it means more than alot and i am glad to have served well enough to have earned it.

It has not been easy, or without sacrifice but i have clearly come through the tests and challenges that She has set me todate.

i very much look forward now to the next chapter of worshipping, serving and working for Her, as one of Her collared submissive's.

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year and welcome to 2019...:)

i had drafted a review of 2018, but decided against publishing it, as frankly its not relevant....and a look forward to this year is a little more appetising..:)

So what has little slave flash got to look forward to on the journey with Miss Suzanna Maxwell..??

Hopefully lots....a full 12 months of more of the same and more of different and more of more...! There is so much stuff i want to experience at Her hands if possible, that it is a case of what's first....;)

i always want to experience different things and i did exactly that in 2018 so hopefully we can keep it diverse in 2019 too.

But also, how about more of:

chastity - both physical and trust based, hopefully some key holding too - ruined orgasms, ball busting, nipple torture, forced intox, anally stretched wider and violated deeper and longer, maybe even some more forced bi..;) , trampling, facesitting and breath control, spitting, humiliation, watersports, worship, public humiliation, just being dominated and controlled whenever in Her presence, and maybe some more filming...the list is a fabulous one that i am eager to develop.

Also, more submission, more servitude towards Her and more support where She requires it to achieve Her goals and aims. More support of Miss's online presence Her store's and Only Fans.

Our last session in 2018 was epic, with me in a space where She had me willingly begging for Her cock......i will write a review soon for approval first of course.

Our first session in 2019 seems an age away at the moment, but im sure it will soon roll round enough.

be good,

sf
xx