Saturday 16 March 2019

collaring & cuckhold

The ceremony started with me in Miss's preferred position, naked, on my knees, head bowed and arms outstretched...palms upward of course, awaiting the arrival of Miss.

Miss arrived and adjusted the lighting in the room to Her taste before allowing me to kiss Her feet in greeting.

After the formality She allowed me to kneel up in front of Her and asked if i had read and understood my contract and that i was happy to sign it. i confirmed all points, and i would be more than happy to sign it, and subsequently myself over to Her.
Upon this confirmation, Miss put my collar around my neck and fastened it securely. It felt great to be Hers.

i had no idea what was in store for me this evening, although Miss had said there was a lot of planning involved.....i was intrigued.......

She started by confirming that W/we were to play a special game as it was a special occasion......a new game, called 13 Kisses.

Her rules were simple, i get to kiss Miss 13 times anywhere. However, where ever i pick She would hit me in the corresponding same place, sounds fair, and Miss got to go first.

Now i have so much respect for Her it is insane, and She revelled in my clear unease of choosing places to kiss Her - i would hate to overstep the mark, but clearly this is a very special honour......i played it safe with my first choice, Her beautiful bum.

i was bent over the bed for 2 hard, cold strikes of Her single tail across my bum.

my second choice was braver......kisses to Her breasts......i was made to lie on the bed face up when Miss struck me twice on my chest with Her wider whip - it hurt.

Next i choose feet - and duly received that single tail across the bottom of my feet.

Sensing Miss's patience running out at my cautiousness, my next choice of kissable place was bolder....two kisses to the cheeks.......for this i received two hard slaps to my face as Miss sat astride me on the bed.

i nervously asked for two more kisses to the cheek, to which Miss seemed disappointed and called me weak....:) - before slapping hard twice again.

Getting brave i next suggested Miss Suzanna's sacred treasury......!!!! Miss was delighted....probably at the delight of hurting my balls again..;)

i was still laid out on my back on the bed, Miss positioned my cock to Her liking then struck me with Her whip........my cock moved so that blow didnt count. She re positioned it and hit me again....again my cock moved so the strike was cancelled.....another re-positioned and another whip to Her cock and the pain seared through me instantly causing me to writhe in agony for Her.

next a kiss on Her beautiful red lips

i pursed my lips and then She hit my lips with Her whip perfectly...!

my final two choices, were one on Her most sacred place again  and one more on Her amazing derriere.

Miss wasted no time in whipping my cock again...this hurt more than last time and had me screaming into the bed sheets as Miss commanded me to roll over so She could place a third stripe on my bum, between the other two. Her whip came down quickly and the pain was electric and had me rolling in agony again for Her.

So then the reward of kissing my Mistress......i was a nervous wreck at the prospect of this!

Firstly, i was allowed to kiss Her perfect bum cheeks, one kiss on each cheek. Then a prospect i never dreamt would ever happen....to kiss Her fabulous breasts.....again one tender kiss to each of Her assets. i was always a 'leg man' prior to meeting Miss.....Her and Her assets changed that for me with Her...;)

A kiss to Her foot was next followed by four very nervous kisses to each of Her cheeks.

Shaking even more now i was allowed a slow kiss on Her big beautiful red lips.....such an honour....!

After wiping Her lipstick from my lips Miss then chose for me to kiss Her bum again, and then to end the 13 Kisses game i was to kiss Her most special place......omg!

Miss lay on the bed and encouraged me to get close to Her, close to Her covered place of heaven. my face was an inch or so from Her as She whispered to me....Her scent was divine....i was savouring this magical moment...."kiss it.....slowly...gently" She whispered......nervously i softly i kissed Her the thin satin fabric that covered Her most special place........it was such a special moment.......Miss continued to whisper as i remained so, so close to Her......."kiss again..." was my softly spoke command....wow..........a second gentle kiss on Her again, was so, so special..........i was a very lucky boy.

After these special moment Miss them put me on my back and attached cuffs to my wrists and ankles, i spotted Her hogtie come out of Her back of tricks, so i knew i was to be immobilised.

With all 4 cuffs on me, Miss then masked me, blindfolded me and lay next to me.........She began to drug me.......as i started to slip away, it was here that She explained what was to happen next......

"i am going to position you, bound and secure to that little couch next to the bed. I will continue to drug you and take away your senses. Then My husband is going to enter the room, remove My clothes....slowly.......piece by peace and go down on Me...prepare Me then take me......he is going to fuck me..........right next to you. When he has finished inside of Me............I am going to scoop the mixed cum and feed it to you....."

jesus christ!.........

i was transferred to the couch, and the hogtie was used....my arms and legs clipped together...Miss administered more drugs as She once more put me it that ultra submissive place She loves to have me. Then She inserted a vibrator into me and finally, ear defenders put on me to further remove my senses and commit my thoughts wholly to my Mistress and what She was about to receive.

it was quiet for a while....just the sound of Miss in the room......ominously above me

then i heard the door open and footsteps....he must have arrived........what did he think of me........a stranger in the room......... naked, bound, drugged and without senses........put there by his Lover........

it was silent for a while, save for the odd rustle of movement, clearly just settling in....where they kissing.....or was She just demanding pleasure...??

i heard the bed move, had he stripped Miss already? was She naked?.....was he going down on Her? he must be.
i heard Her gasping, some whispering and Miss moaning a little now, Her lover must be eating Her now - how fantastic!

i kept hearing Her little whimpers, moans of joy that he was giving Her - the most Regal of places being fully worshipped i a way i would never, ever be allowed to.

Her moans continued with the faint rustle of the bed through my hearing protection.

was he fucking Her yet? - or still pleasuring Her Regal royal place orally, i couldn't quite tell......i did know She was fully enjoying the pleasure he was giving Her though.

then the breathing got louder from both of them., deeper, faster......his breathing keeping a constant beat....Miss moaning as the pleasure hit Her............She was getting louder too.

surely now Miss was getting penetrated.........fucked, right next to me........ the rhythm built and built quickly......there was no doubt now that he was well and truly inside of Her........the bed moved at a rhythmical and fast pace, i imagined that cock pumping in and out of Her, but what position where they in...?, how was he taking Her? my cock was twitching at the thought and sound of my Mistress getting pounded and pleasured by Her lover.

Miss Suzanna's moaning in time now...louder and louder as Her fucking continued....shrieking at one point as he was clearly deep inside of Her

then the rhythm slowed, had it stopped, i couldn't quite tell.......had he cum....? had She cum....?? i did hear bed rustling noises and movement.........the moans of pleasure subsiding........they were done were they?

was it now my time to clean up..??

it was, as i found out all to soon with the unmistakable feeling of Miss's long sharp nails near my mouth. Her fingers were wet, wet with sperm as She wiped them across my lips and plunged them into my mouth....i licked the cum from Her.

Her fingers disappeared then quickly reappeared with another load of spunk for me to eat - i think - i hoped - i know - it was mixed with Her love juice as She surely was scooping that cream pie from Her and feeding it to me. it was an honour to taste such a rare and beautiful thing.....mixed perfectly inside of Her.

A third handful of jizz entered my mouth and i greedily licked Her cum laden fingers clean.

i heard the door shut, was that Her lover gone?......did he watch me eat his load...or was he getting dressed again...who knows..all i knew then was i had been present whilst he had given Miss considerable pleasure....and i had cleaned it up.

How long they had been having sex for i had no idea.....i had no idea of time

Soon Miss returned to me and slowly removed my restraints and returned my senses to me.....She looked delightfully happy, pleasured, delighted and smiling.

"on the bed, on your back" She commanded.........."now how do I like to finish you...?" edging was the answer and for the next moments Miss, fresh from Her sexual pleasure, looking radiant and gorgeous in Her lingerie edged me until i could hold no more and exploded all over myself.

Miss thankfully didnt ruin this orgasm and brought me to a wonderful end....although She did feed me some filth at the end for my taste of a second load of spunk that evening, it wasn't enough to be considered ruined.

After She had left, i looked at the scrumped bed sheets that, moments before had witnessed my beautiful Mistress and Her lover have sex together .....and wondered if that was indeed what happened or i had dreamt it!

It is 2 days later as i write this, and i still dont think it has sunk in yet....that was one very special event to which i am truly thankful.

i met with Miss again the very next day where She again administered a painful branding on my balls, and extracted another orgams.....this time well and truly ruined as i didn't even know i had cum!

There is no doubt who the balls that are attached to me belong to - they are Miss Suzanna's balls, of that there is no doubt.

With the contract signed and in place and Her balls re-branded i now feel wholly owned by Her, if i didn't before....xxxxxxx




Finally, i just need to say this once more. This is not me being a keyboard warrior and facelessly waxing lyrical without feeling. i have said this to Miss in person several times, it absolutely comes from the very bottom of slave flash's heart and is many times more genuine than i can get across in the written word.

Firstly i would like to thank Miss Suzanna's husband for pleasuring and making love to his beautiful Woman with me cuck'd in the corner, it was a fantastic and very special experience.
You have my total respect and admiration...thank you....xxx

Then, thank You once more to my amazing Mistress for the planning and execution of such a special,  private and intimate moment, for considering me worthy, and allowing me to be apart of it.

Indeed, thank You again for even considering me for ownership in the first place and for Your guidance and corrections along the way which have moulded the way in which You wish me to serve You to Your specification.

Who would have thought, that following our first meeting 128 weeks ago, i and We would be where we are today??
Following that meeting, Miss did know i would be back but neither of us truly knew then, that it would lead to this fabulous connection, relationship, submission and ultimately ownership of me, by Her.



i know i have worked very hard for my collar, Her trust, confidence, and Her support. i will continue to do so. This stuff does not come freely, easily or without sacrifice, it does pays back in bunches. It is very much a two way street, to which i hope will be a very long one. xxx

all the very best,

slave flash

Sunday 10 March 2019

24 orgams.....22 ruined.

During my time devoted to Miss, which is now a little over 12 months, She has taken 24 orgasms from me...not given me 24 orgasms, most definitely taken them from me and most of those have been forced out of me.

Out of those 24 orgasms, 22 were ruined in someway!

When it is time to take that orgasm, most of the time Miss edges me to it....a painful and extremely frustrating method i find, but one which delights Miss Suzanna.....especially if i fail and cum before Her prescribed number, as then i get beaten, and post orgasm torture is tough to take!

Probably my most famous fail was on camera. Miss was looking smoking hot in purple lingerie that day and had crushed my balls in the crusher and had vibrating plug inside me for a while, when She announced i was to suffer 13 edges.......i lasted a pathetic 2 and She was not amused!



The immediate consequence was 4 hard slaps to my still ejaculating balls......a very painful ruin i can tell you!!



Then Miss scooped up my cum and fed it back to me, before going on to cane my still semi hard cock a painful 13 times...that orgasm definitely belong to Miss Suzanna!






















A filmed ruin, and a first for Miss Suzanna was when She forced me to cum in chastity.....She mercilessly teased me with Her vibrator whilst i was caged then gave me a count down or no cum for me.


The count was to 31...i made 17 i think before the painful climax......to my horror, after pausing for a while, Miss continued the count to 31 post orgasm!! Let me tell you, this was agony!

Another time in session, but still caught on camera was when Miss Marks joined Miss in a double domination of me. i stripped naked and waited the entrance of two Dommes in the normal way, on my knees arms out and palms upward.


Miss and Miss entered, i kissed both of their feet before being told to stand where my wrists were  attached to the hoist and hoisted out of the way and above my head. Wasting no time, Miss Suzanna immediately commenced wanking me to erection and continued to milk me. Given the sight of the two gorgeous Dommes in front of me dressed in lingerie and the milking that was happening i was surprised i lasted as long as i did!





It wasnt that long though before Miss Suzanna had me on the edge of orgasm, but there was no stopping this time, i begged to cum and Miss allowed it....continuing Her milking as i came....my 13 day load caught in a glass. As soon as i was empty, Miss commanded me to open my mouth, where She tipped my spunky mess down my throat.....mean while Miss Marks went back to the cock and commenced some post orgasm torture.!!!!

Although i have licked it off boots before, been fed from fingers etc, this would be the first time ever i had swallowed my own load like that...and there was a lot of it..;)

there is a clip of this on Her OnlyFans site btw..;) xx

Another first was when She took another orgasm from me, whilst i was chastised. This time bound star shape on Her bed, Miss had Her vibrator on my cock as Her two Mistress friends, Miss Marks and Mistress Inka milked two other slaves.

Little did i know that those two had been milked into a glass......i to would be forced to ejaculate into the same glass. After my painful chastised orgasm Miss Suzanna again commanded me to open my mouth, where She poured the three lots of spunk down my throat........!


For me this was a pivotal point in our relationship. Miss had told me She would push my levels in this scene, but not told me how. i had never swallowed another guys load before, yet She had the knowledge and confidence to know i would do it for Her and not break and the skill and etiquette to carry it successfully. i just trusted Her implicitly, and did it without question, for Her. xxxx



How else has She ruined me....??? Oh yes...the very first time. i was sessioning with Miss and bound to the big heavy bench. She edged me and when i begged to be allowed to cum, She granted it and to my delight kept wanking as i came.....my delight soon turn to pain as She continued wanking and told me " I want another.....!" Miss kept wanking me through the painful and sensitive bit straight after orgasm and quickly had my cock jerking and spitting spunk for Her once more.....2 orgasms back to back!

Other ways include taking Her hand away just before i began ejaculation, feeding me my cum - via Her hand, feet or more recently a glass, making me wank into a sissy's face, and in a public toilet, the edging way and no touch just prior to cum.

There was one other way to, an actual first for Miss Herself, where by She made me cum without actually touch my cock or balls......that was frustration.....!!!! and for Miss and i to keep the secret on how She did it...;)

The two unruined ones were both in session. The first in session 5 where She made a deal with me.......She would ruin my first one, at the start of the session - which She did - then She would let me have a nice one at the end....which She did.

The second was my Christmas present! What a present it was to and what a session! i have already described the pegging part, the release part was just as intense.

Miss was sat across my legs....."31 times today flash.....if you make it, you can have a nice orgasm.." 31 times edged She meant!!!!!! the first ten were with me facing Her, the second ten was with Her face sitting me......now that was really tough to do....how i managed i will never know, but the last 9...because i could only manage 29 were very close together and almost at the edge of failure each time. i came on 29 and thankfully Miss had some Christmas cheer and milked me nicely to the non ruined toe curling end........thank You Miss....xx

i am able to cum multiple times on and off camera and in the right circumstances shoot a long way - which looks great..;).

i hope you have enjoyed a little read into how my Mistress owns and controls my male seed for Her enjoyment and content benefit, and i would like it no other way as i love having my cum extracted from me by Miss in Her cruel and painful ways....both on camera for great content in Her clips stores and in the privacy of sessions...xxx