New Years resolution.....

 I must blog more....:)

I enjoy jotting down my thoughts giving wee glimpses into my thoughts on my submission to Miss S.

Im feeling one on milking cumming on - and how the whole concept fascinates me......:)

a tormented weekend indeed

So mid way though October and every one of my orgasms this month have been taken at the hands of my Mistress, and ruined naturally.

i yearn a nice climax right now and Miss Suzanna has be forefront of my thoughts all weekend. My cock is hard, my balls are blue in appreciation for Her.

Friday was a first for me, teased and torment by Miss, made to watch Her fuck Her female submissive then shove the pussy juice laden cock straight into my mouth - before fucking me with the same cock and dispatching me.....made to watch fine Lesbian Domination yet without release.

Session happy tonight..

 ...and I can be session happy in my own little part of the world here.

I have rarely written about sessions, at one point I wanted to, but I came to learn they are personal times and very special times.

But, todays with Miss Suzanna and Miss Anna was incredible - a pegging like no other and certainly a kicking like no other - both my balls and my hole are sore, in the best way

now time to relive it in a private way..;)

pegging

Pegging - my absolute favouite fetish with Miss Suzanna - a little bit painful, a little bit humiliating, and a fabulous show of dominance which totally reinforces my submission.

Miss Suzanna pegs Her subjects in three ways for me.

The passionate way - on top, often in sexy lingerie and up close an personal - the ultimate role reversal and a sexy shoe of power.

The predicament way - painful, brutal and often in uncompromising positions which just serve to present the hole for Miss to totally violate

assgasm way - it's great just being railled - no clue as to when it will stop of how many assgasms She will take - i have no choice but to cum when She fucks me like this and it is mega,

...just a feeling....

 and that is i am feeling very submissive at the moment.

i filmed - camera work - for Miss today and She was sparkling.....but not just that, im feeling so submissive to Her right now, i adore serving Her and providing support from my skill set if and when She needs it.

i am so proud to be owned by Her.

W/we have not sessioned for a little while so i am so pumped for the next one, but before that i get to film, as a submissive for Her at the Cottage for the first time in a long time - maybe that is driving my feeling of deep submission tonight........anyway...i just thought i would share....xxxx

13 faves - big and small

 

Of the 54 Headline fetish Miss list's i thought i'd list my fave 13....just in alphabetical order and i had to lose 6 from my first pass - which was bloody hard!!!

i would say there are 11 'staples' there and the other 2 could switch around each week..xx

anal/strap on

breath play

caning

CBT

cuckolding

edging

face sitting (clothed)

forced bi

Orgasm control/denial

sensory deprivation

spitting

tie and tease

watersports

Then there is the little stuff during a session which makes a big impact

CFNM and on my knees.

Mistress grabs on my collar or neck

deep heat in condom and forced erection

Kalis, (viagra) & sensually driven erection

poppers in breath play

Sexual/sensual stories in tie/tease

Branding my balls - every session if it was my choice!!!

Anal hook

Body closeness

Mistress kisses

holding balls in hand

Shine latex

Champagne to drink

Ball press

Miss Suzanna's A - Z: F for Forced Bi

Forced bi - and rather timely this, as the way Miss Suzanna is leading down this path has taken turns this year.

As a re-cap before the start of 2022, i had pretty much only received oral from Her slaves - with varying degrees of success.

Now, as we move into August the path is getting darker.

Earlier this year Miss encouraged me - gave me no option in reality - to enter another man for the first time. Carefully planned and expertly delivered, my first man fuck was also captured on camera for all to see.

i always thought the fuck would be the hardest and therefore last item i would be made to do...expect the unexpected here!

Next up for me was the sucking of a big and hard cock. Miss had made me suck a cock before, but very briefly, this time i would be sucking for longer and repeatedly.

On that very same day, the last of the big 4 items Miss Suzanna place a big tick next to it as She allowed a man to fuck me. my first feel of real cock in my hole as Miss, and Her friend watched my violation.

In one last humiliating act, Miss then branded my balls with my screams of pain arousing the guy who had just fucked me, so much so he emptied his balls on my face......thankfully i was not to swallow this time.

So with sucking and being sucked, fucking and being fucked the foundations of my forced bi journey is cemented.

Building on this now, Miss has ensured my cock has been sucked many times this year for Her pleasure and amusement.

This last filming day the bi filth fest continues, with Miss making me suck another slaves cock which end in us in a 69 position until i blew my load in his mouth, which he was then told to snowball back to me to swallow.

Where next on the journey i wonder....?

Well im quite pleased that i can become erect in another man’s mouth, go to orgasm if Miss desires that, and i certainly would like to experience this the other way round - are my skills good enough though...?

i regularly imagine sucking a man to erection, feeling it grow in my mouth before sucking him to the very of orgasm. As he does release into me i keep my mouth still my eyes fixed into Miss Suzanna’s as his cock pulsates and pumps his load into my throat. That little glint in Miss's eye as my mouth is full of spunk......."swallow it....."

i did blog at the very time the first forced bi soiree started, only to remove it a day later - im pleased to say i have been accepted into the second version of the forced bi day and will be very much looking forward to what Miss has instore for me then.