tomorrow

 i cannot wait to be knelt before my Mistress tomorrow. After a weeks holiday i am craving timeless Female beauty, amazing Female control, pain and torment.

i cannot describe how much i am missing Her cock inside and my balls, literally in Her hand as She controls and bends me to Her whim.

Just because i have been away doesn't mean my chastity was compromised, with my balls last emptied, by Mistress Courtney some 12 days ago. Come session time, my frustrated balls will be full of 13 days worth of filth for Miss to extract (or not!) and She sees fit. If Her decision is to remove it from me, i am sure it will be in a deliciously painful manner.....maybe fed back to me.

my last blog spoke of my desire to swallow more spunk, and to my surprise i didnt have to wait long.

That week, i was made to strip and to kneel before the cock of a slave who was receiving a medical treatment from two Nurses. Part of that treatment was to unblock his pipes and my mouth was chosen by the Nurses for this purpose.

Despite my best technique and his cock hardening in my mouth i was unable to make him spuff into my throat. Fear not, Nurse Courtney was on had to relieve the slave of his man juice and joyfully fed all of it to me. The slaves pipes were proven clear and i had my fix of warm spunk to drink.

my balls are aching now, yearning for Miss Maxwell's control.

Sunday Services

 So each Sunday is spent worshipping images and video of my Mistress together with memories of sessions and filming and fantasies of experiences or situations to be in. In fact the fantasies probaly get the bloody flowing faster and thicker that the images...:)

This week, i had the pleasure of filming with Her in an outdoor location - 3 clips, a smoking one, a ball busting and a pegging. 3 very different clips and feelings as a sub.

The smoking scene Miss's face was very close to mine in parts, when She blew Her used smoke into me She totally put me into sub space and my cock grew uncontrollably without touch.

i love Miss pegging me - when Her cock is inside of i know who controls me - this was the 'warm up' black one - a nice little pain as She entered me and i spuffed in my pants, building to taking assgasms over the bonnet of my own car.

The ball busting was amazing and im loving this continued painful journey.

131 kick Miss explained at the start - 'i'll never make that' i thought - especially as the first few put me to the ground easily.

i struggled on as Miss got going, kicking me hard in Her thigh high leather boots.

As we approached 3 figures Miss then 'put me in the zone' Up close She forced an erection with Her amazing hand and continued to kick me - in burst of ten. It was amazing!

With the cock hard it was out of the way and Miss could hit the bulls eye and pain spot no trouble. The pain was real but i started to embrace it, it was wonderful and i felt i could take more, more more........

Then i had to speak, and my trace, my sub space was gone and so was the pain tollerance as each kick had me yelping and recoiling...................amazing.

It brought back fond memories of the clip where She kicked me so hard my balls swoll up so much they looked like just one - i loved it. Fingers crossed that day and feeling can happen again.

OK, back to worship now, including fantasies of cleaning up and disposing of cold sex party condom spunk.....:)......i wonder how many there would be...all lined up with its own unquie story.........

And visuals of Chained and Drained. How bloody hot does Miss look!!! Classic LBD, amazing tights - she is all over me, looking down on me as She torments my cock and takes yet another orgasm from me. Finishing with great post orgasm tornture with that hard punch to my empty and aching balls.....amazing.

I cant wait to suck cock again!

 real cock that it....

Im so looking forward to the Bumming and Bi soiree where hopefully i get to taste cock again.

Miss teased me recently with the prospect of two or maybe three cocks coming - MmM spit roast anyone...??:)

Im pretty sure I know - and have taken one of the cocks, so lets see how the other one tastes and feels.

So as well as that tantalising prospect, there is the 'new to me' Lady in attendance too, who will hopefully penetrate me for Her first time.

Its going to be ssssoooooo much fun and hopefully a few loads to swallow too....:)

New Years resolution.....

 I must blog more....:)

I enjoy jotting down my thoughts giving wee glimpses into my thoughts on my submission to Miss S.

Im feeling one on milking cumming on - and how the whole concept fascinates me......:)

a tormented weekend indeed

So mid way though October and every one of my orgasms this month have been taken at the hands of my Mistress, and ruined naturally.

i yearn a nice climax right now and Miss Suzanna has be forefront of my thoughts all weekend. My cock is hard, my balls are blue in appreciation for Her.

Friday was a first for me, teased and torment by Miss, made to watch Her fuck Her female submissive then shove the pussy juice laden cock straight into my mouth - before fucking me with the same cock and dispatching me.....made to watch fine Lesbian Domination yet without release.

Session happy tonight..

 ...and I can be session happy in my own little part of the world here.

I have rarely written about sessions, at one point I wanted to, but I came to learn they are personal times and very special times.

But, todays with Miss Suzanna and Miss Anna was incredible - a pegging like no other and certainly a kicking like no other - both my balls and my hole are sore, in the best way

now time to relive it in a private way..;)

pegging

Pegging - my absolute favouite fetish with Miss Suzanna - a little bit painful, a little bit humiliating, and a fabulous show of dominance which totally reinforces my submission.

Miss Suzanna pegs Her subjects in three ways for me.

The passionate way - on top, often in sexy lingerie and up close an personal - the ultimate role reversal and a sexy shoe of power.

The predicament way - painful, brutal and often in uncompromising positions which just serve to present the hole for Miss to totally violate

assgasm way - it's great just being railled - no clue as to when it will stop of how many assgasms She will take - i have no choice but to cum when She fucks me like this and it is mega,