\OK so im now some 4 months into devotion to Miss Suzanna, and what a start to this journey it has been. i'm definitely loving the new way.

The first challenge, was the instruction to follow a nightly routine - without question. This routine, is/was a total departure to my normal ways, and very different. Its purpose? to build the desire to worship Miss. It was and remains very effective.

Miss Suzanna is gorgeous, that is not in question, but the change from the session once in a while mindset to absolute devotion and round the cloak thinking needed to be made. Miss Suzanna recognised that from the start and set about that change with my new routine from day 1.

With devotion, came some unexpected challenges and changes. Firstly, and quite obviously really due to the meaning of devotion, i now have no need to watch the clips and films i have collected.....devotion to Miss is exactly that, so any worship will be to Miss S only.

Secondly, as distance is somewhat of a consideration, i need to plan my sessions, my personal worship time. This involves consideration, or re-consideration of other obligations that involve travel time during the working week, as i only have a set amount of that free time. So this first gets offered to Miss and Her needs and or desires as i do have a set of skills which are hopefully of use to Miss outside of personal worship time. If my Mistress chooses not to use them, then maybe i can use some of that time for myself....but its Miss S's first. During the latter 2 months of the journey, She has taken the options and has my time planned into July currently.

To say i wasn't really prepared for this level of time allocation would be a fair statement - but im totally committed, resolute and thinking about it as i have an absolute desire to please - whether that be as She chooses to use my time, or not as that please's Miss S too. my only objective is to please Miss Suzanna.

What this has achieved, together with the daily routine is to instil that 24 hour thinking about Mistress, and Her potential needs and desires, i merely try to provide that devotion She deserves.

im loving this change....

do i want to session with anyone else? No.

Are there Mistress's who i'd love to session with if i wanst now devoted to Miss S? Of course....there are some stunning Domina's i never got the chance with unfortunately.

do i want to worship Miss Suzanna daily? Yes if i could.

i love being owned by Her, working towards being collared and looking forward to Miss S turning more of my fantasies into reality....xxxx