Miss Suzanna's A - Z: F for Face sitting

Face sitting (clothed) is next on the run down of Miss Suzanna's specialities and how they effect me as one of Her submissives.

Its fair to say up untill recently facesitting was not a big deal for me - yes i get the implications of it, but i enjoyed other fetishes more, so in sessions, face sitting was lower down.

Also, the is a very personal (to me) reason why i glossed over this activity.

i say WAS, as experiences continued to move along with Miss S, Her version of facing sitting has become a favourite for sure now!

The brath play is so powerful. This Woman, sat above me really does take my breath away...smotehring and cutting off my air. Even if i could open my mouth, or nostirls i will not breath 'through' Her...thats not right, i would rather pass out beneath Her than that. But Miss effectivly cuts off my air.

i recall a memorable part of one particular session. Miss had me all secure in cling film, She looked devine in Her PVC cat suit. Bound and secured and with my cock and balls exposed it was fair to say torment was on the cards. But Miss S gave me a nice heavy intox and to my surprise, frustration and submission then sat on my face. The poppers buzzing my head and Miss sta on my face was a delightfully deadly combo. Of course, at the other end was the pain - the pain of being forced on the edge over and over as my brain was taken away from me at the other. The best face sitting experience ever, for sure. Poppers beneath Her.....never to be forgotten.

In a recent session Miss sat on my face and whether intentional or She plain forgot She didnt move to allow me air. Being the respectful submissive i am, i have to wriggle my nose free to breath beneath Her, not through Her.

When Miss sits on me now it is quite the honour. Pefection, so near but so far and used in such a way that the control is all Hers, my submission is Hers and when and how heavy i need to breath, are all Hers.

If She chooses to add a layer of pain then more concentration is required - to not only breath when allowed, but not move in such away in which to disturb Her. 

Its not all about the closeness of lingerie smothing either, Miss has face sat me in jeans too - an altogether different vibe.

Yes there maybe a little bit of air around and an opportunity to sneak breaks, but the harsh unforgiving denim material brings a different mental state, but still one of submission, devotion and the willingness to be Her play thine.

one special week

This week has been very special for me.

One of the most intense session i have ever had just being one part of it. i am still floadting from that experience make no two ways about it.

But just, if not more importantly for me at this time, were the more 'insignificant' events of the week which have made a significant impact on me. i kind of feel like a giddy excitable, uncontrollable teenager....;)

This is down to one person, the understanding She has of me and the totally insane amount of respect i have for Her - i didnt even know it was possible to respect a human being so bloody much.

Yes i am submissive to Her, and always will be. She owns me and i am proudly collared by Her 

i intend to blog more, i need to update the world on my forced bi journey, to which now all of my virginities have been taken by Miss Suzanna, using real cocks and holes and leaving craving from more as the number of male mouths Miss forces me to orgamsm into continues to rise.

 i'll get to my take on Miss Suzanna's A-Z of fetishes and what they mean to me, as i really enjoy that part....probably too much to be honest and when the cock goes in hand, the writing is finished...:)